50 days of River

Fifty days of River: Connection, isolation and everything in between.

  • Easter Holidays: Less Plans, Same Exhaustion

    Looking Back on easter It’s the end of the Easter holidays and time to look back at what these two weeks have really been like. At the beginning, I said I wasn’t feeling as anxious and that stayed true. But one thing hasn’t changed at all, the exhaustion. Even cutting back on fixed activities and… Read more

  • The Day It Became Official

    Look at me writing two posts in two days, brings back those summer holiday memories. But today felt important to record. One of those days I know I’ll look back on, so I wanted to write it while it’s still clear in my mind. The Start of the Day Today started off horribly. Our food… Read more

  • Easter Holidays, No Plan (Well… Almost)

    So, it’s been a while, apologies for this. That second part of the spring term, although short, felt busy. I also got sick (spring flu), and I’ve been working on another project which I’ll talk about later. But for now, it’s the Easter holidays and, sadly, our holiday fund is empty, so we’re staying in… Read more

  • Halloween Nursery

    A Library for World Book Day Well, World Book Day, or rather World Book Week has officially ended. It all went pretty well. My dress with books on it was pretty and I enjoyed wearing it. A few children asked, “What character have you come as?” and I simply said, “I am a whole library,”… Read more

  • It Was Never About the Costume

    Back to Reality First week back has gone OK. We all struggled with the mornings, too used to our 9am holiday wake-ups and late-night entertainment. Getting up and dressed in cloudy London is a sharp snap back to reality. River has upgraded his “NO NURSERY” to “I DON’T WANT TO GO TO NURSERY,” which we’re… Read more

  • holiday limits

    Poolside Battles A few tears today. It’s our last day and I’m ok with that. River has reached his holiday limit and, if I’m honest, I think we all have. We could probably do with seeing some different faces. After River point blank refusing to go anywhere near the pool all week, yesterday I put… Read more

  • Military Operation: Family Holiday

    Escaping January We escaped the cold and the rain and jetted off to the Canary Islands for half-term. The thought of finishing work only to spend a week planning activities, walking to them in the rain while Kike worked, just made me miserable. Why are we waiting for summer to go on holiday? I actually… Read more

  • What I Share, What I Hold Back

    On Getting Better (and Thinking More) I am all better after my flare, it took about a week, as usual. As if on cue, Kike and the kids both came down with fevers and flu, so maybe it was simply that time where one body goes down and the rest follow. We seem to take… Read more

  • I Lost Three Days

    I’ve lost nearly three days.I didn’t see it coming. My weekend was pretty average. I took Summer to her first swimming party where Kike and I got an hour to ourselves thanks to a very well-timed nap by River. It was mostly spent doing admin, but we managed a drink and some chips, which felt… Read more

  • January Is a Marathon (And Sometimes You Get a Map)

    January’s hard, isn’t it? The mornings all start the same. Knocking from River, followed by the inevitable:“MUMMY.” There’s no point setting an alarm. I lie there thinking it can’t possibly be morning, it’s pitch black, but of course it is. I check my phone. He’s right. Up I get. Dragging Summer out of bed feels… Read more